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Saturday, August 23, 2008
hello. woke up today at 7am. BAND PRACT! sianzZz. got my attire ready .. suddenly* stomachache. went into toilet to SH!T. in the end, had diarrhoea. i actually spent around 30 minutes trying to SH!T the hell out. but to no avail. . . stomach dam pain. in the end never go band pract. . .
haix.. i want to sleep but also cant sleep. stoned in front of television. . .yesterday's band practice was horrible. i've been thinking also. . i wrote 'pillar of support' on my msn nic. . yet. haix
a stable structure have 4 or more pillars. just ONE pillar of support is not sufficient.
'when u fall, u can lean on it. but when u abuse it, it just takes 1 to fall and the whole structue will fall'
yesterday, i had the worst experience in band. NOT because i was scolded, but because i felt humuliated. .
apparently, in my section, i was the only person able to play nearly the whole of 'symphonic dances' the piece we played ytd. i had practiced for hours on last saturday as i know its a hard piece and i must be able to play. in order to be the pillar of support.. i asked sean to help me in parts i didn't know. i BROUGHT home the god damn piece and LISTENED TO THE BLOODY RECORDING for umpteen times, looking at the score as i listened.
on friday, though i knew he will probably get angry, i was confident that i can play. however. . HOW WRONG WAS I! right after 4 bars, i realised that everyone in my section HAD ALREADY FALLEN. . . though the wai hong and weng lok managed to keep up. it isnt enough, the piece is not only confined to that part. eventually, we got owned. TERRIBLY.
BAR 38.
'he' decided to test the trombones. piece of cake, i suppose. quavers are easy to play. the first time, it was smooth, as the sec 3s found it simple. however, that was WITH me starting first. the next time, i lost count. .
GUESS WAT?
NOBODY CAME IN. SILENCE.
'BUNCH OF CLOWNS' 'he' said.
FREAKING PISSED. I MEAN. HOW HARD CAN IT BE. I MAY HAVE FAULTED, BUT? WTH.
i CAN PLAY!. yet i was called a clown together with them.
it was all downhill then. again, 'he' tested us on another part as nobody could play except me. so he tested me,
i was able to easily. after hearing how it sounded like, the others played too. until...
the worst players in band. keith wong and fareez. couldn't even get pass the first note. 'he' ended up whacking the stands in fustration. and MOST OF THE ANGER DIRECTED AT SEC 3s
sorry but i HAVE to say this. wai hong and weng lok's standards should have been better.
eugene ,bing ran , winston
names of previous section leaders, i'm very disappointed. that band pract just showed HOW F***ING WEAK OUR SECTION IS. wat will BR say in this situation ' you guys seriously suck'
yea. totally suck. it has always been tradition that TROMBONES outperform the EUPHOS. . now . 'he' had used euphos to SCOLD US, humuliate, embarrased us. .
it takes years to build a GOOD STRUCTURE and REPUTATION. but it TAKES just ONE to make it CRUMBLE.
in this case. TWO.
one side of me felt weak and sick to turn up for band practice today. the other side? embarrassed and fustrated.
YOURE TIRED? hahaha. . .
LAME.
i've just proved to everyone that one can be commited to band and yet still score STRAIGHT As. 5A1s? so wat.
that practice just ruined it.
thanks! keith wong and fareez!
Alone at Home Thinking ... [8/23/2008 08:36:00 PM]
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