Friday, August 31, 2007
I HATE IT LA. as usual, my father scold me for my ca2 result... wtf la...
to think i got 90.2 for my science for NOTHING. NOTHING AT ALL.
all he did was.
'OI why your maths marks so low. 57 only. U THINK U STILL CAN GET INTO VJC? IF U CANNOT GET INTO I WANT U TO GO WORK! IF YOU CAN. i dun think u can. you so retarded.(translated from chinese)'
THATS DAM INSULTING! he continued 'y u so pathetic? like your brother like that. I DUN WAN A C5 FROM YOU. U DUN TELL ME HOW MANY FAILURES ARE THERE. DUN TELL ME THAT THERE ARE OTHER JCs I WANT U TO GET IN VJC GET IT?! you think i work so hard for wat? for u to get so low for maths? I LET U PLAY COMPUTER AND U GET SO PATHETIC MARKS. Y U KEEP DEPROVING? SAYING THE TEST WAS HARD OR U DUN LIKE THE TOPIC IS NO EXCUSE! i want u to get b3 and above ok?'
ITS BECAUSE OF YOU I AM SO DUMB. DAM U! U IDIOT.
'why your english so poor? 65.3 so poor. YOU THINK U CAN GET INTO TRIPLE SCIENCE WITH THIS MARKS.'after saying that, he slam my report card on the table.
i d'd'nt bother to argue. yea i cannot get into triple science. yay. after gettting 90.2 for biology. a a1 for physics and chemistry. i cannot? YEA FINE, I'M JUST DUMB! go find yourself a smarter son. i did not bother to tell him i got distinction for new south wales maths recently. since he condemned me as a poor maths student.
i dun understand. i have cousins who are in normal tech, failing their languages. here i am getting scolded because of one c5 and a b3. he did'nt even bother to look how i rank in the school...
this is it?? after this, why the hell will i spend time studying for my literature,science,dnt and mother tongue? all he cares is english and maths.
now, he is in the living room, still scolding about me. saying 'i'm not going to let u use computer already. the bills dam high. you and your brother are wasting my resources."
i just lock myself in my room.. yea.. disappointed. . . . . i bet he is finding more excuses right now to scold me.
one day, if i make it to VJC when i am so dumb. i'm not gonna say anything to him.
i tell you my results:
english-65.3 M1
history-66.3 M2
MT-81.6 T
science- 90.2 T
maths-57.2 M1
DnT-90 T
literature-73.8 T
msg-2.3
did he see those marks in bold? he did'nt. never said anything about it. . . .
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p.s all dialogues are translated from his PRO chinese which surpass me greatly/lightyears.
Alone at Home Thinking ... [8/31/2007 07:09:00 PM]
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